Love Letter #51.5
Jude, to answer your question…I’m close. Please leave me alone. Please don’t write anymore. Please don’t look so shocked and in awe every time you see me. I want to fall in love with him. James.
Jude, to answer your question…I’m close. Please leave me alone. Please don’t write anymore. Please don’t look so shocked and in awe every time you see me. I want to fall in love with him. James.
Dear James, My god James. My god James. What did I do? What did I do? I am so sick. There is something wrong with me. I’ve tried to forget you. You really screwed me up. I was already screwed up before you and then…there was you. All the other ones after you. Three to …
Jude, It was funny running into you last night at the Sushi place. Â Sitting three stools over from you and feeling a million miles away. Like a thief, like someone doing something wrong, like a clandestine operation… I saw you sneaking looks over at me. I know you thought we had a moment at the …
Dearly DeBloggers, Love Letter #22, found 11/28 ____________________ Jude, I had time to think this through. Obviously, I was just your Betty Page. 24/7. I didn’t see past your skin. But that was probably because you blindfolded me so often. I couldn’t tell how diluted it was. How decrepit, faint and feeble. I saw you …
Dearly DeBloggers, Love Letter #5 Found 11/24 _______________ James, You were always better with words than me. You’re also very unfair. You tell me you don’t love me anymore. Â And I will stop calling you. Say it. Go ahead. So what about it. I’m a man James. What am I supposed to do. I was …
Dearly DeBloggers, Love Letter #4 Found: 11/21 ______________________________________________________________________________ Jude, Stop. Calling me. I swear to God.  I will never see you again. How could you have been confused? You: running your fingers through her hair. Hair that looks a lot like mine. You are so pathetic. Avoiding looking in her eyes while you’re on top of her. …
James, I saw you at the coffee shop. I ran to you, but I think she saw me, and got you in the car. I wonder if you saw me. I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. I ran out of toilet paper. There is no easy way. It gets harder each day. I think there is something wrong …
Dearly DeBloggers, for those of you following the Love Letter. Found out Sat 11/15 ______________ Dearest Jude, When we knelt in front of one another, and you insisted on using the mirror that time and then it became a habit. And I liked that habit, and then you said that you just like to look …
Dearly DeBloggers, Found: 11/11 ___________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________ James, I swear she means nothing to me. What am I supposed to do ? You tell me what the hell am I supposed to do if you wont even let me call you. A prop to occupy my time. So be it. Jude.
Dearly DeBloggers, for those of you following the Love Letter Love Letter #14 Found: 11/6/2014 ______________________________________________________________________ James, She asked me if we were still going out. I told her exactly what you asked me to say. I am doing just as you ask, but I have to tell you it feels unnatural to me; and sometimes …